grrrr .

I always heard people say, that everything happens for a reason. Problems will always be a part of life, and at times when you’re down, when you’re at your lowest point, the only one who will be at your side is God. If you ask sincerely, he will enlighten you, clear your confusion, ease your pain, calm your fears, and heal your heart. Today I'm feeling like a stranger. Sometimes I just wanna go home, sometimes I hate all these things here. I had a really un-meaningful weekend. Since then I’ve been wishing to go back home every.. single.. day. I forced myself to try to imagine what would it be like if I really had gone back . I know I have many good reasons for being here. But I sincerely... don’t feel like I belong here. Sometimes I don't know what I want. Okay, I can do anything I put my mind to. bla bla bla I already know that. But, then again, maybe life isn’t a race, maybe the most interesting people follow a path all their own.
And again... Everything happens for a reason. You may not understand the reason now, but you will when the time is right. All right, lets get back on track. Bye.